( 逃げるつもりなんてないさ闘うさ )
NOTE: MOST OF THESE FICS HAVE BEEN MOVED TO hoshiradio 

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 keeping this place for archival purposes, but you won't see any more posting here!

i'm thinking of moving from this journal to a community.
the name annoys me, and i'd like to go from a fresh start with my writing.
any ideas for a new name? if i listen to myself it's going to be named after something batman related.
DONE.

title: sleepwalker
rating: pg-13
pairing: nishikido ryo/tegoshi yuya
summary: au-ish. that's what my brain tells me. what the voices say.
word count: 602
written: 15.o5.o9
comments: an adaptation of some miku/bou fic i wrote in french when i was 12-13 years old. contains weirdness and ryo reciting jamisonparker lyrics.

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the second installment of my "reborn" series. third (continuation of ソメイヨシノ) will come later.
3,o31 words, o4.o3.o9 - o4.o5.o9, mostly written on my brother's laptop again :Dv 
title: heart strings out of tune
rating: r
pairing: tego-centered, with sides of ryotego and tego/ofc
words: 3,o31

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title: keep this scene inside your head
rating: pg
pairing: jaejoong/junsu
summary: au. you kiss him again and hope that you'll keep fooling yourself into believing that you really hate him.
word count: 1,465
comments: i'm so insecure about this :D. may contain ooc and other crap, and translated lines from love in the ice. also, i wrote all of this on my ipod touch.
written: o3.19.o9 - o3.26.o9

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something i started listing at the start of march and finised today. for my otp, ryotego, because they are eternal in my heart ♥ most of them are rather slow songs. some are related to fics i have written/am writing/want to write, others just remind me of them.  hope you guys enjoy the music :)

( can't stop the rain )

title: even the stars refuse to shine
rating: pg-13
pairing: nishikido ryo/ueda tatsuya
summary: they breathe in the scent of each other’s skin, intoxicated, the scent making the inside of their nostrils prickle.
word count: 276
comments: WTF I THOUGHT I'D NEVER WRITE THIS PAIRING AGAIN.

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i wrote just for the sake of writing on my brother's laptop. excuse the lack of consistency.
can be read as iemitsu/basil from reborn! because i'm just sick like that, or as just any au story set in the meiji era out there.
622 words

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1o+ drabbles on prompts given by x_strangerrr, whom i love forever and ever (she asked for ryotego, and she got ryotego. mostly). updating as i write them.  they're nothing special compared to how amazing she is but w/e :)
WRITTEN: 5/16 ♥ (CURRENTLY ON HOLD)
 
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title: the sky cries (without you)
rating: pg-13
pairing: nishikido ryo/tegoshi yuya
summary: au. ryo finds himself hoping for the rain all too often.
word count: 811

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title: the beginning of black and white
rating: pg
pairing: kurosaki/ tanabe satoshi (kurosagi)
summary: even now, kurosaki thinks about satoshi.
word count: 508

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title: the breaking point
rating: r
pairing: nishikido ryo/tegoshi yuya, yamashita tomohisa/tegoshi yuya
summary: au. tegoshi was twenty and had a boyfriend whom he loved very much, but one day, his boyfriend was killed. he planned a revenge of sorts.
word count: 2,325
warnings: character death, crazy stuffs

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title: wish upon a star is dead
rating: pg-13
pairing: ariake koichi/ariake taisuke (ryuusei no kizuna)
summary: koichi might not have taken care of taisuke as well as shizuna.
word count: 725

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title: antithesis
rating: pg
pairing: kurama rokuro/his theories
summary: 33pun tantei meets last friends, rokuro investigates sousuke's death
word count: 388

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title: crosswords
rating: pg
pairing: domoto koichi/domoto tsuyoshi
summary: koichi does crosswords and tsuyoshi ruins everything
word count: 196

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title: the world is changing around us
rating: r
pairing: nishikido ryo/tegoshi yuya
summary: au. "i'll listen to your story, you don't even have to tell me your name. and i won't tell you mine."
word count: 7,827
comments: very linear. written o5.11.o8 - o5.27.o8 and a lot of procrastination ensued.

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title: stuck
rating: r
pairing: wakaba ryuya/wakaba katsumi
summary: au. a dysfunctional family always leaves scars.
word count: 3,080 (this part)
comments: unbeta'd because i wanted this to be a surprise. for miyu. starts in april, so katsumi is 14, but there's his unmentioned birthday somewhere in there. ryuya is 18. kudos if you guess who boss is. um, i know they're not the only two children in their family but they are in this fic for the sake of understanding myself. i'd suggest listening to jj lin's sha shou/the killer/the killa while reading this, since that's what i listened to while writing more than half of it.
warnings: incest, juvenile prostitution, some weird shit, yakuza, guns, the whole shabang.
disclaimer: it's fiction. i own the plot, i don't own the characters. 

( i. he looks up at the sky )

title: the rain that falls like tears
rating: pg
pairing: akanishi jin/kamenashi kazuya
summary: jin's smiles have become rare
word count: 373

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title: hello odd one
rating: r
pairings: ikuta toma/tegoshi yuya
summary: au. toma meets a weird kid in his apartment building.
word count: 1,826

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